EsotericErin

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  • Card of the Day (Day 8)

    Today’s card is the 2 of Pentacles, Upright

    What can I say about the 2 of Pentacles that wasn’t covered in my write-up of the 2 of Wands? Well, because the twos are affiliated with cardinal signs (Aries, Cancer, Libra, and Capricorn) and this two is of Pentacles, the Earth suit, this card’s sign would be Capricorn. The sign of Capricorn is a little more dynamic than the other Earth signs which comes out in the 2 of Pentacles, but, like in all 2 cards, there is the balance so craved by all of the Earth signs. In the 2 of Pentacles you find big changes have happened, but there is enough foundation in the project/venture/relationship that you have the ability to weather whatever else comes your way.

     

    Peace and balance,

    Erin

  • Card of the Day (Day 7)

    Today’s card is the Page of Wands, Upright

    I’ve discussed how the Pages in the Tarot deck are affiliated with Earth, and this Page is as well, but because it is a Wands card, it is also connected to the element of Fire. The Page of Wands is a student full of passion for their subject. If the card represents a person, this person is excited about the future and what is to be learned. The court cards do not always represent people, however, sometimes it’s a situation. There is eagerness surrounding new projects and expression of Self.

     

    Peace and balance,

    Erin

  • Protection Spread

    I did a spread this evening because I wanted to start the week with a look at what protects me. I often feel exposed and vulnerable around others and this spread seemed to speak to me and offer me some insight.

    1. Am I open to the influence of others?: III Cups
    2. What energy surrounds me?: IV Pentacles
    3. Is there energy I must be aware of?: X Swords
    4. Who aids me?: IX Swords
    5. What protection can I count on?: VI Pentacles
    6. How can I ground myself?: V Cups
    7. What should I do to protect myself?: IV Cups

    The first thing I notice in this spread is the numerical sequence of the III, IV, and V of Cups. They’re not in order in the spread, but they are all there, and there is a notable absence of Wands cards. I’m going to do a write up as if I were doing one for a total tarot newbie. I want to get in the habit of saying everything as clearly as possible.

    Swords are the suit of Air and thoughts; Cups are the suit of Water and emotions; Pentacles are the suit of Earth and finances.

    I drew the 3 of Cups for the first position (Am I open to the influence of others?). My interpretation of this card in this position is that I am affected and influenced by others’ emotions. It may or may not be a good thing because it’s nice to be happy when other people are, but I do notice that if someone is in a bad mood, I am susceptible to that feeling, too.

    In the second position (What energy surrounds me?) I have the 4 of Pentacles. It’s hard to admit, but I can be very stingy. I like my things and I’m not always the best at sharing them.

    In the third position (Is there energy I must be aware of?) there is the 10 of Swords. I have battled anxiety and depression for most of my life, and I know this card is one of finality. I need to be careful of spiraling down into upsetting thoughts.

    I picked the 9 of Swords as the answer for position 4 (Who aids me?). It’s a stark contrast to the previous position and its meaning. I’m worried that the “who” aiding me is myself and my anxious thoughts. I know anxiety in small amounts is what keeps us sharp, but it’s confusing.

    For the fifth card (What protection can I count on?) I drew the 6 of Pentacles. I believe this means I can count on the generosity and kindness of others. I’m hoping I won’t need to rely on it solely, but knowing I have the support of others is a relief.

    The penultimate card I drew (How can I ground myself?) was the 5 of Cups. I am an emotional person, I know this about myself. I think that grounding myself will take some letting go of emotion. I know there are still two cups in the foreground and I should not dwell on the spilled cups, but rather focus on some emotions and not let everything cloud my judgement and get me too mired in my own feelings.

    I was given the 4 of Cups in the final position (What should I do to protect myself?). Protecting myself, I believe, will require taking my eyes off what I currently have and focusing on what else the Universe has to offer me.

    In summary, I think I can rely on others even when feeling alone: I have protection within and without. I can trust others will protect me and that, while sometimes it feels like my brain is working against me, it is trying to protect me; I just can’t let it overwhelm me.

    If you have any points I may have missed (it was a long day today), please, let me know.

    Peace and balance,

    Erin

  • The Tarot is a metaphor for what?

    I was lying in bed the other night contemplating this question and it had me a little stuck. Maybe metaphors just aren’t my thing, but I also really wanted to make sure I had the right word for it before I continued with the exercise. I gave it a lot of thought and finally came up with one. So, without further ado, I present my answer to Marcus Katz’s Exercise 1: Making a Metaphor.

     

    My tarot deck is a tool. It is a tool that helps me build my future.

     

    I pulled the King of Wands. The King of Wands relates to my future because Wands is the suit of Fire and I can use it for keeping momentum in life. Oftentimes in life I get started on something, and it lasts for a few days, and then it just fizzles out. This blog is evidence of that behavioural pattern—notice the first few blog posts were posted within days of each other and then nothing until a year and a half later? That’s Erin for you.

    It is my hope I can make posting a more consistent habit from now on. The King of Wands is mature, he has gone through the impulsiveness of youth and he is constant. Maturity and Fire combine to bring stamina. If I can be faithful to and passionate about my commitments (my family and this blog), the tarot will help my future.

     

    Katz, M. (2016). Tarosophy (3rd ed.). Keswick, Cumbria: Forge Press Keswick

     

    Peace and balance,

    Erin

  • I Am Still Here

    I guess my blog has been on the back burner lately… Life has been really weird and in upheaval this past year and a half. My husband has changed and been training for a new job, we moved half way across the country, and I had a baby.

    I have ideas to get back into the groove of posting. I will be using different exercises from books that should help me re-attune myself with my spiritual journey. Hopefully, you’ll be hearing from me soon!

    Peace and balance,

    Erin